I have once again lost someone so dear to me.. Someone that could light up the world with her smile.. A girl I admired for her strength and her willing to push even harder when times got tough.. She said i was the funny one... Well i thought she was.. She could always make me smile and laugh.. bring lite into anything that was going on.. Always was joking around.. Always having the time of her life... She was so young to be taken from us but yet she was...
Dont call me crazy i WILL. SLAP. YOU!!!!
Yesterday after i found out i got into my car. I was just pulling out of my driveway i rolled down my windows and backed slowly like i always do. The song "If i die young" - The band perry came on the radio. As it starts a HUGE gust of wind came and took the breath out of me.. I had the feeling of heather there with me.. I felt calm.. I felt ok.. I felt like she was telling me that she was so sorry for leaving.. So sorry for making us all sad and hurt inside.. But i felt her tell me she was ok as well.. I felt her let me know that she was there and always will be there.. It made me feel like i could be ok with her being gone because i knew she was always here with me no matter what.. I had to pull over and take all what i was feeling in and catch my breath....
I know she is here. I know she doesnt want us to hurt and cry.. But to smile as bright as she did.. Smile because she is happy and in a better place. Smile because life is to short..
Yesterday i lost a amazing friend and sister.. But i gained a beautiful angel that now watches over me..
Keep doing the dew.. MOUNTAIN DEW!!!!!!
Smile on my sister because we are gonna do big things!!!!!!!!
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